I have been making meals, I have been painting, and I've been photographing, BUT, I've also been depressed and lazy because of it. I've been harassed twice at my job and I don't think anything is going to be done about it, so today I might be leaving it.
When you grow up and have your parents tell you you're worthless, stupid, disgusting, fat, etc, it gets embedded in your brain. After 20 years I thought I finally became un-brainwashed, but it came flooding back with catty ass girls at work that are way to old to me making fun of me. It was high school all over again, preps against the metalheads, except this time I can't kick anyone's ass or I'll be deported.
That's all I'm going to say about this now, so wish me luck.